NO WIFI

okay so guys one day it was really storm outside and then something went BOOM BAM and then the power went out I was scared so I ran to my mommy and then she said "Shut up you'll b fine." immeaditely I went to my room to inform my friends of the bad news. But then, something appeared on screen of compuper. It said "Please check internet connection." I scream and then go down to my router and I see all the lights on it are out so then I go tell my parenst and then they say it will be ready within 2 days! My heart started beating and then walsl started closing in on me and then my heart beat faster. I see black and then I wake up and then it happens again.

1 day later

Ok so its one day later and like im starting to question myself like why am I so scared what the heck! I dont wan't to be scared anymore I might just run away to another part of town because of the stupid wifi being out. I think I'm starting to see things, like pictures of my friends, distorted. Why did this happen to me? I was having a good weekend and then this happens. Why. It's always frickin' me who's the target of these things. Oh my god. I'm thinking about death yet again. This is what leads to the depression, they say, it'll be curable, they say. I think my friends are mad at me.

2 days later

All the sadness is coming back to me again. My dog dying, my grandma getting killed in the park, me watching, standing there, not being able to do anything. Can someone please arrive. I know the weather is bad. But please help me. I'm starting to have panic attacks at school knowing I'l come home to no wifi. I even tried to beg my parents to let me in the After School Program, but they say no each time I ask. I've begun to scratch my own arm, drawing blood. It calms me down from all the stress, not knowing what's going on with my friends or anyone else online.

3 days later

Now I'm angry. All the anger is lashing out. Losing in that SSBM tournament, my grandma's killer, the way that one movie ended, violence. I've broke 2 of my neighbor's windows. Hopefully they'll never find out. I've also erased all my save data on Pokemon Go. I've even broken my own arm intentionally. Destroying everything in my path. Lamps broken, bulbs shattered. Computer infected with a virus.

4 days later.

I'm convinced I've become a self-saddist. I get pleasure from me harming myself. I've so far taken scisccors and lightly grazed them on my arm, not cutting them. I've also shoved stuff up my mouth, like a hair dryer. I've also tore some of my hair off for fun. It tastes pretty good. I'm so good-looking.

5 days later.

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Why are you continuing to read. I don't deserve it. Keep on reading if you want. You'll get some heavy conseqeunces.

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Today I slit my throat.

It's bleeding.

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