The Darks Only Friend

Love. The more I think about the more I grasp the idea of you, the further I... I don't want to sound clique but the further I have fallen in love with you.

Cold is another aspect of that comes to mind when I am thinking of you with me and for some reason the thought of you touching me always seemed to gives me goose bumbs all a cross my body but now sweet kisses are givenvto you ever morning and past dusk before I lay near you. To tell you the truth its kind of funny in a way, I am so close to you but yet you still seem so far away.

Well I do appropriate the help you have given me because if it weren't for you then I wouldn't be here right now... with you. I am sorry tho, I really didn't mean to scare you as I did.

Ah... your flesh is so soft to touch with its slight greyish tent I cant but to girn. Everyday I hold you close as if I would never let go of your delicent frail body but... there is something I have been meaning to ask. Please don't think of me as greedy but I wish... you would smile more you look so beautiful when you do. Hmm... well their is some elegence to your eyes and lips sealed ever so gently.

Red! No crimson is the color of that magnifcent blouse of yours. Oh how gorgous you look! Alas I am sorry once more but I have to get this off my chest. Sometimes... only sometimes I promise! I wish you would respomd to me. Its not that I don't like talking to you dont get me wrong I love it but I do find myself wishing for you to speak back for once. Oh who am I kidding? Love forget everything I just said!

My love do you remember the first time we meet? Well I should say the first time you meet me. It was only a few nights ago. You looked so astonishing with your cheeks a warm color of peach, your blose a sun like yellow, and your sheer cry of terror when you saw me seeing you through the window pane. I just couldn't help myself but to look through and admire you as I always did. Every night I would tell myself that I would leave and never come back. Start my life over, become a new man, find some less of a woman to marry, have a few kids, then grow old and die but No! I could have just left you! I know how upset you would have been even if you would have never said it! I knowvyou and I couldn't do that to you. Besides I am much happier here.

Oh God Damnit! These sheets are fucking ruined... I hope you do forgive me. Hey this is a weird time to tell you this but I just wanted you to know... I feel so embarrassed right now. Ah. I'll just say it. You were my... my first. Oh this is such bigger of a mess than I ever expected, from the glass that lays upon your hard wooden floor to the now stained silk like bed sheets. The start of it was the hardest part so im glad I had you here to get me through it. Your screams were so loud even after my full weight sat upon your stomach as I restrained you. I couldn't ever think of taking such a ugly knife to such a beautiful girl if it weren't for you screams like estacy. Slowly I acted for the first act. My hands were shaking from the adriline I felt rushing through my body and as soon the blade made contact something just.

Clicked. I pulled back my arm and looked at what I was doing. My smile was so wide I just couldn't help it. The next cut was even easier with the tears of pain and sorrow slid every which way as you tried to thrash your body away from me. This made the next cut easier. Your screams were my fuel as I dug into the side of your face slowly peeling back slices of skin and showing you piece by piece. As the night went on I kept feeling more curious. I had started at your face removing your beauty, then to your ears removing only one so that you could hear the sounds of your bones breaking as I moved to your fingers and with every "pop" "crack" and "snap" you grew louder. Oh how I love you my friend.

From hindsight now I wish I would have been a little bit more careful but in my defense I was having to much of a good time. They say curiosity killed the cat so I guess your one unlucky kitty. The knife so easily slid across the layers of skin through your stomach and upwards towards your chest as I dragged it back and forth. Back and forth. Yiur screams reached their peak as I became greedy. I really do wish you could have lived to see all of your organs removed but alas you left only seeing a few. Ah... Oh no my love these pillows are ruined as well. My my I really wish I was more careful. Well hey I guess a few ruined pillows and sheets are a small price to pay for being the darks only friend.

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