Obsessed with Dicks

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I (26M) was dared to kiss a penis, now I can't stop thinking about dicks.

About a month ago, I (26M) was hanging out with a bunch of friends and my girlfriend (24F) at a small house party. Everyone was getting drunk and a little high, and we're all having a good time.

Eventually we start playing a drinking game, and it turned into doing gross stuff, getting worse and worse - one guy ate a raw egg, someone had to lick inside of garbage can, etc. Eventually it was my turn. As background, my friends all know I'm only into girls. Anyway, someone gets the idea to make my "gross thing" kissing a penis ("like it was a baby duckling"), and even my girlfriend thinks it's hilarious. I agree, and I pick my friend "Jake" (27M) to get his penis kissed. He wasn't weird about it, but he only agreed if we went to another room so no one else saw his dick.

We go in the other room, and there's lots of goofy awkward tension. He undid his pants, and I realize he's erect. I don't know why, but of all things I not expecting that, and he must have seen my face because he kept apologizing and saying it just happens, and he can't control it.

Anyway, in the drunken moment I put my mouth around it and gave a long suck, instead of just a kiss. I felt his dick pulse, and then he pulled away and really quickly pulled up his pants. He just was saying "oh wow" over and over, and I'm 99% sure he came. I asked if he was alright, and he assured me I just took him by surprise, but he was definitely fine, though he seemed embarrassed.

We went back to the room, and everybody cheered and my gf made jokes and we went on with the night. What happened never came up again.

Here's the issue: I can't stop thinking about penises. When my gf and I have sex, I will put her fingers in my mouth specifically because it helps me remember having Jake's penis in my mouth. I've even started watching gay porn when I masturbate, especially blowjob videos.

I haven't spoken to Jake 1-on-1 since that night, but I can't stop thinking about suggesting to my gf to add him in a threesome. I don't know if Jake has told anyone else, so I don't know if this has already come out in the friend group.

Am I going crazy? Why am I suddenly obsessed with dicks?

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